Breakthrough

I am having a break through experience. Much of what have held me back is starting to unravel. I see them now for what they are - defense and ego mechanisms. Much has been released last night before I went to sleep, although much work has to be done. Nevertheless, I woke up with an abundance of energy and inner peace. I feel like a different me, a transformed man, from the loser that pitied himself.

For now, I shall still project that part of me that is called a "scumbag" until I am satisfied with the transformation I can get with the tools from Maxwell Maltz, Tad James, Peter Shepherd, Wayne Dyer etc. While they pity me, I guest I have made the proper gamble to induce them to divulge what they really think and feel about me.

And with this awareness, genuine change can take place. So instead of being bitter this time, just like in December 15, 2007, I said thank you.